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This is my new livejournal.
I'll update whenever I feel like it.
Add me if you want.
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[Monday
June 11th, 2007
3:00pm] |
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I really need a vacation from life. Someone please just take me away. I'm so confused/ annoyed/ angry/ happy/ disapointed/ upset/ excited/ tired/ sick/ guilty/ fuck. I just don't know what to do anymore. I wish I knew what I wanted.
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[Wednesday
June 6th, 2007
5:00pm] |
I'm kind of tired of people thinking I'm completely clueless when people lie to me. I'm not, I'm far from stupid, I just choose not to make a big deal over something, especially when the person involved doesn't ive a shit about my opinion.
But anyways, I have been pretty happy lately anyways for a few reasons I shall not name here. Prom was a few weeks ago, that was fun, except I was sick. Only 1.5 weeks left of school, thanks god. It's weird being the oldest in the school since the seniors are gone. I never update anymore, oh well. I don't have anything to say.
This was so pointless.
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[Sunday
April 29th, 2007
9:13pm] |
Today is me and Chris' two year anniversary!!!
Yesterday we went to the Science Museum in Boston to celebrate. I can't even explain to you how amazing everything is again. Sorry I never update. myspace/aim/facebook/lastfm me if you want.
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[Thursday
January 11th, 2007
2:29pm] |
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Yes, Chris and I are going to give this another chance. Yes, it will probably come back and kick me in the ass soon and you'll all get your chance to say, "I told you so." But for now, try and be supportive, because at this moment I am happy. I know that he realizes he made a lot of mistakes and he seems to really want to try and fix everything, and after talking on the phone for a few hours a night for the past week and hanging out yesterday we decided to give this a second (actually 3rd) chance. I know that sometimes wanting to fix things isn't enough, and even with all the good intention in the world people can't always change. I just want so badly for things to work out and go back to normal, I'm so tired of being hurt.
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[Friday
January 5th, 2007
10:08pm] |
Everyone has always said that it's always better to end things on a good note, and I never really believed them, because why let go of something good? I understand it now though. Things were so messed up for so long that all I thought about when I thought of our relationship was the lying, and decieving, the ditching, and the possible cheating. My mind was so clouded with all of these things, I forgot all of the amazing times we had. I forgot the amazing entire first year we had, it was better than most people can say they've experienced in their lives, especially at our age. The time we went to the auarium, the countless hours we spent cuddling in the basement, the car rides, block songs, trips to dead duck in the middle of the night, the times at the lake, and swimming in the middle of the night, all of the times he sang "you are my sunshine" to me because I was felling down, just all of the times we cared SO much about eachother. There was SO much good, and I forgot about it, we both forgot. Some day when I think about our relationship, I want to remember all of the good times we spent together, and how we were so in love and cared so much about eachother. I don't want to remember the fighting, because that's not what matters right now. I never, ever want this to be something I forget.
So I guess if it's possible for you to learn from my experiences, my only advice is to never forget the good times. But I suppose everyone needs to learn from their own experiences anyways.
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[Wednesday
January 3rd, 2007
3:10pm] |
Chris and I broke up. That's it. It's over. 1 year and 8 months gone.
FUCK
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[Tuesday
August 1st, 2006
7:59am] |
ask me to take a picture of any aspect of my life that you're interested in/curious about -- it can be anything from the house i live in to my favorite shoes. leave your choice(s) here as a comment, and i will reciprocate by taking the pictures and posting them in an lj entry.(I'll probably just reply with them instead)it can also be something vague, such as SOMETHING THAT REALLY BUGS YOU or SOMETHING THAT GIVES YOU THE WARM FUZZIES. etc.
Ask me as many as you want!Please please please.
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